the battle with CL has begun…..I dunno why this is happening, probably due to PND hormones…but I’m certainly getting upset and irritated pass 2 days for the following reasons:
- told her that I want to breastfeed, the minute she sees me going into my room, she start feeding baby with bottle. Due to this, baby has refuse to be fed by me for the pass 2 days….damn upset lah!!!
- ask her to steam pork, she go and fry pork, then come telling me, I fried the pork, didn’t steam….I thought I can select what I wanna eat!!!
- told her the pork in the fridge can be cooked, she insist those are old pork, cant cook for me. But I told her it’s not old cause my MIL bought it, not me or Mun Wah. But she say it’s OLD, DUHHHHHHH…..I say still have to cook what, then she took the pork to the kitchen, and then again came and told me, it’s OLD lah, not fresh. OK fine, then u cook and eat lah if i can’t eat….what’s wrong with this woman!! If she don’t wanna eat, then throw away lor, why still keeping in the fridge since she claims it’s OLD!!
- I saw her shaking faythe with the bottle in her…OMG!!! That must have caused a lot of gas going in….result of she refusing to sleep last nite!! Pretty upset lah she’s doing this….Guess I must start my duty next week and start practising soon before baby refuse to breastfeed more, then I’m doomed!!!
OK, no more complains, just needed a place to thrash all out. Back still hurts, bed bed, need more lying down 
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GOD, please help me…I hope I wont need to quit breastfeeding by end of this month, as it’s really frustrating seeing the baby cry and refuse to suck when u want her to do so so much….
oh btw, for those looking forward for gambling session, Mun Wah has confimed, yup this year there will be hopefully if things goes well. The return of Indian tou san 