Transformation accomplished…

YEP..hotdog counter now has transformed 6×4 ft aquarium..SPOT the fish, Do you see that hehehhe…..

Exhausted…that’s all mommy can say. Suppose to work at home today, VPN down, was connecting thru German, bloody slow!! Anyway, manage to get some things done…

MIL called me just now and ask me how come Faythe sleeps well and behaves in my house but always cranky in her house…..hahaha…..that’s very funny rite..reason being, mommy very strict and she knows it, so take advantage on MIL LOL…well seriously, I think she’s just over concern bout Faythe..just relax and let them play lor..cry oni go entertain mah hehehe…..then I bought Heinz bb food today and bb cereal. Nope, not starting solid, I’m keeping firm with my decision at least 5 months…so just buying for fun hahaha…Like I told Ling Lee, I rather my baby be thin now than 16 years later she worries got to kam fei…MIL complaining Faythe looks thin…

I’m pretty upset today, the fact that a lot of things is not going as planned…first, it was my study room wall, turn out to be shocking pink, then it got repainted, OK liao. Then, Mun Wah keep insisting he wants my P4 PC to be “mobile”..on the wheels, damn it..can’t he just leave me alone, already got a laptop and yet he wants my PC. Sometimes I just feel like jumping on him, slap him and tell him, enough is enough, stop taking advantage on me!! Why does everyone takes advantage on me? Big question, I still haven’t found the answer. Somemore MIL can tell me, I build a wall within myself and other ppl and sometimes looks like I’m all ready to fight. Well if I don’t fight, soon I’ll fall off from the cliff!! Then came the damnest thing, my curtain which was supposed to be red, it came in brown!! DAMN IT….Yeah, I really mean the word and was fuming…started shouting at Mun Wah when he was instigating, almost broke my temper, yet I was controlling it. Can’t be bothered, since I realise I don’t always get what I want, and when I get it, it’s not the thing that I want anymore. Sometimes I feel so sick that why must I always have to give in and be nice guy, act bad guy for other people, no one protects me when I’m being accused, being a MAID at home most of the time…just so tired, dunno how long more I can stand this. Maybe one day just collapse or runaway from all these…..I’m only still standing here as I am today because of Faythe. If it’s not because of her, I swear I would have given up..nevertheless I still believe than Mun Wah will change and be a better person, and stop ordering me at home, that’ll be very good. Too tired to walk, house damn big!!