Feeling empty…

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Today is a very special day. For once I did grocery shopping all by myself. Without having to lug the kids with me, since they will be staying over night at MIL’s place. I left the office 545pm and I finally arrived @ Tesco Mutiara Damansara at 630pm no thanks to the heavy traffic.

It’s not very often that I eat alone, but somehow when I have such a chance, I couldn’t decide what to eat, hence I decided to have KFC Spice Crunch for the 2nd time :P. I started my grocery shopping just when the clock strikes 7pm, pushing my trolley slowly and ransacking every nook & corner of Tesco. Yes, I never do that usually since the kids are with me. I usually do a dive, buy & run kinda grocery shopping LOL. But it’s very weird that even they are not around, you still think of them..half the load are the things I purchase for them, be it consumable or non.

This really tells me how much space they’ve occupied in my life…every minute, every second, every step I take, every lil thing I do, they will be part of it (even if they are not there physically).

OK, enough of feeling-empty-rants. There won’t be anymore newborn photos coming up for at least the next week (someone mentioned she had enough of newborn pics LOL). Will be posting up my trip photos, stay tuned :).

21 thoughts on “Feeling empty…”

  1. I feel that all the time whenever I go out without my boy. It’s like, we want meme time yet we miss them right….. mother.. ‘fu meng’ 😛

  2. I think all mothers the same. I try to have at least 1 day off in a month for ‘me’ time – it’s to do my hair, sometimes pamper myself with manicure. Then I head off shopping and it’s mostly for Aiden!! Alamak….

    Psst – I’m delivering in Nov, and yes, will definitely consider the photoshoots for my girl ! I love your photos !!

  3. I know how that feels… Since I’m CONSTANTLY with the kids!!! Well. when I eventually get my time out…I’ll love for a while then feel empty… Hehehe… I guess we’re stuck for life! That’s why they say motherhood is forever once you’ve started..

  4. Being mother is like that, having “me” time, but the mind is not..once the kid not beside us, sure we will be start thinking what are they doing at the other place and hope to rush finish our “me” time…hahaha..wat the heck!

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